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I hate the world today.
You're so good to me...
I know but I can't change.
Tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel
underneath,
innocent and sweet.
Yesterday I cried.
You must have been relieved to see the softer side.
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you.
I'm a little bit of everything;
all rolled into one.

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a woman
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your health, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing

Just when you think you've got me figured out
the season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
and don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way