Señorita Obsesiva

Quiero que me salga todo perfecto... No hay grises en mi vida.
La psicóloga una vez me dijo: sos muy perfeccionista.
Si, ya lo sé señora psicóloga, no le pago para que me diga lo que ya sé que soy, limítese a arreglarme la vida por favor. (?)

[perdón amor por joderte la existencia]

Me voy a Misiones por 10 días. Viva la pepa.
Va a ser tipo Expedición Robinson en plena selva pero con una boluda que le tiene fobia a los bichos, no sé como carancho voy a sobrevivir entre los insectos... =/
Me voy a llevar la bikini porque mi amigo Matt dijo que hace calor =D wiii me voy a tirar un clavado por la cataratas. Si no respondo los sms y si no me conecto más al msn es porque me cagué muriendo. Llamen al 911 y dejenme un mensaje para que lo pongan en mi lápida cuando me entierren, gracias.


I'm not desperate. Oh, a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.

Slow Burn

It begins with a dark glowing ember
Something black burning its way out of me
Searing the flesh
Pain is the only thing I feel
Scars all I see

Oh no the fires burning my insides again
What can I do to silence my desire tonight?
Flames consuming reason
Leaving only ashes left
You will catch me regretting my decision

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear
I can't just close my eyes

I know that
It's killing me
And it’s poisoning the best in me
What I see I don’t want to believe
So let me tell you more
About the lies I lead

This is how I’ve chosen to douse the flames
Broken teeth replace blackout memories
Wreckage from the past haunts me, shakes me to the bone
I know its over but I can’t go home tonight

But after this I feel as empty as before
Feel the pain and yet I’m still begging for more
Masochistic nihilistic urging backward thought
My life’s a mess and I cant find a way to fix it

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear
I can't just close my eyes

Calling calling out
The darkest reaches of my soul are riddled with self doubt
Crawling crawling out
My will to fight will more than suffice when others would lay down.

IT'S ONLY AS DARK AS YOU MAKE IT.

No MoRe FuCkiN FaCuLtAd ! =D